I've been broken, noticing the truth. well i have noticed for a while already, but its hitting me. she hurt me, and i did some stuff that i now completely regret. i was sober for a long time, i thought i wouldn't have to result to it anymore, but i was wrong. she cheated, and lied. but i took her back. she has no idea how beautiful she is, it amazes me everyday. i wish she was here with ME. getting high made me free my mind, i wondered. i enjoy getting high. it was the only thing that helped me sleep those days. reminded me of my old ways, and how it used to be. it seems like a lifetime ago when i lived like there was no tomorrow. i wish i sometimes lived like that still. i miss the friends i had, and the things that came with it. one question that will forever bother me will be what will she be after i finally leave? it gets to me everytime. i've been though so much for this girl and its going to end anyways and she doesn't even know it.
fml.
Monday, September 14, 2009
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