I can feel a hot one.

Listening to the song makes me think of you, but is that what i want? I want you, but i can't. Another restless night without you is killing me. I'm tired of these feelings. I'm tired of hurting you. Why did you come back??? I've asked myself that stupid gosh dang question. I love you too freaking much. I can't bare to lose you, but i'm going to have to do it soon. I can't keep you waiting any longer for me, knowing i'm not coming around. I just want to be in your presence just for one time. I wanna see how you stand how you smile, the simple things i'll never get to touch. I just want to hold you and tell you everything is going to be okay. It's too late, i haven't talked to you for a couple of hours, and you seem not to care so why should i? You're not freaking perfect, you've done things already that have hurt me. Why do i keep letting you in? You kill me every time. When we talked today, you reminded me of what you did. Something i'll never get the chance to do. I can't say goodbye, but i have too.